Kurt is our King.

Ew I feel so sick right now but I don’t even care, I have had a lovely day, I really miss who I used to be, I can’t wait until it is summer and I can’t wait for next year.

I feel like things are looking up finally, I love it.　

This message is for every single one of my followers, and even if you are just reading this, then this is for you.
I LOVE YOU. I really do, you make my life better by being in it, I still smile when I see that someone has followed me, and I still consider you all as my friends. When I hear that one of you is having a hard time, my heart almost literally breaks. I hate knowing that you are sad and knowing that I can’t help, I wish I could just see you and tell you that everything will be ok in the end, and that you just need to stay strong, you need bad times to appreciate the good ones.
But I can’t do any of that, so I have to message you and just pray that you will be ok. I couldn’t put my pain into words if any one of you died or even just had to go to hospital. I almost have a panic attack when you’re just upset.
What I am trying to say is that I need you all in my life, you are all so important to me, you make my day when I am sad and you make me smile every time I come on here, even if I am having a particularly bad day. I CARE and I always will care, always. I will always have the time for you, even if I need to be somewhere or I am running late, I will always make sure you are ok if you are sad, you guys are basically my life.
Please, if you are sad, never ever hesitate to come to my ask, I have been through a lot and I can often be empathetic with you. I could never judge you, you are all equal and beautiful in my eyes.
please stay strong, even if it is only for me. YOU MATTER TO ME, and I believe that you can all live long, and one day, maybe not soon but with time, you will smile again and mean it, and your troubles will seem to fade away.

I am looking for some photos to put on my wall, if you guys have any suggestions, please tell me? I would honestly love you to. It would make me so happy

Ok, so I couldn’t leave my blog for long, I have my baby back.

I wasn’t gone long.

My education can just be postponed. 　

Ok so guys, it’s my mums birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMMA.

I made her a cake and everything, and I got my brother to draw her a picture of us all together and I got her some chocolate and wrapped it up in a bow but I didn’t get her flowers because he already had LOADS so:)

BUT THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUGGESTIONS IT MEANT A LOT AND MY MAMA LOVED HER PRESENTS. When I told her my followers suggested things to get her she said you were all very sweet and thanked you hah:3

Brad and I are making Krist some tiny birthday cakes. U BETTA WATCH US GUIZE.

OH MY GOD GUESS WHAT, YOU DON’T EVEN NEED TO GUESS I’M TELLING YOU ALL ANYWAY.

I AM HIRING A PIRATE SHIP BOUNCY CASTLE FOR MY BIRTHDAY, AND EVERYONE COMING IS GOING TO DRESS UP AS A SUPERHERO OR A PIRATE OR SOMETHING.

You guys can come if you want.

I feel really down today, so I am going to sit alone in my room and listen to Nirvana while making Papier-mâché planets.

ok bye.

NIRVANA GIVE AWAY.

THIS IS THE ACTUAL GIVE AWAY SO THESE ARE THE INSTRUCTIONS.

You must be following my Nirvana bog. (I will check)
you must reblog this post and this post only, as only this post will count, likes also aren’t counted (However, if you have a specified blog, then you may message me)
You need to be willing to give me your address and details so that I can send you the item. (I promise I am not a paedophile and your details will be completely confidential.)
You can only reblog this post up to 3 times, any more and you will be disqualified. (I will be checking)
All of my followers are involved in this, please don’t think you won’t win, because you could, and even if it is only one of the smaller prizes that you win, a prize is a prize.
THE WINNERS WILL BE ANNOUNCED ON JUNE THE 8TH.
That gives you exactly 30 days from today.
Pictures of the items available to win Here(*)

I really do hope you win, I will not be the one deciding the winners, and if I could I would get every single one of you guys a present. But I can’t so, I wish you the best of luck, please please join in. I am so excited about this, I really want it to work.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR FOLLOWING ME. I LOVE YOU.

P.s, I am sorry about the quality of the photo, I will upload a proper one when I have the items. If you need more information look here(*)(The page opens in a different window and there is no music on my blog)

Ok, So, today, I have reached 1,000 followers, and I just really need to say thank you so so much, you guys have no idea how much you mean to me. My blog is actually one of the only things I look forward to going on when I get home. I truly love every single one of you, you mean the world to me.

I hate it when I see that you guys are upset, or someone has been mean to you, if I could, I would find the person who upset you and gauge their eyes out. However, I cannot do that, so I just hope that you will be ok. Honestly though, if I ever found out that you were upset and not telling anyone, it would break my heart.

You are all so special to me, and you guys just being there for me makes me so much happier, I really do wish that you were all happy. even if it wasn’t ecstatic, just happy. I need you all to smile, because you deserve it more than anything else.

I never ever thought I would even reach 500 followers, let alone 1,000. And I thank you all so much for that, You have each made me so happy.

SO, To congratulate you on being so perfect and lovely to me, I am holding a little competition, I have just ordered all of the prizes and by Friday, I will give you all the instructions on how to get entered into the give away.

Anyway, I love you. I really do, please believe me, I love every single one of you just as much as the next, I would travel the world for any of you if you wanted me to, and I wish I could get you all a present, or a hug, or a goat or something, just to prove to you how much you mean to me.

P.s (I am sorry for this massive thing, you don’t need to read it, just know that it is true.)